It's funny how things take you for a 360 degrees turn , it's so fast... you can't seem to even see how it has moved, since you last blinked. It's just a joke to know how stupid things were, yet I took it so seriously. Unknowingly, you didn't feel the same, you didn't see how I took things so hard that I constantly thought of you in my future... How I thought it would last us a lifetime, I was naive. I was unaware of how you were unsure, how certain I was.. I couldn't seem to remind myself about your viewpoint. I took it wrongly. I thought you knew I had feelings for you, for us. Like balloons, let go so fast from my grip , let out and vooooom-ed into the sky, up so high. But nope, it was different. You weren't there, in one of those many balloons, you weren't present. You were missing, you were hanging somewhere else, waiting. Just waiting for me to reach that high until you'd poke me with a needle, I didn't know how sharp it'd be, I was ignorant of how things would become. I was a fuckhead. Thank you very much for doing this to me ... and my balloon of course. I appreciate your needle.
